normal

For the first time in many, many days life feels normal. We've been grasping at air it feels like, since we moved here, to try and grab hold of 'us'. And failed. A move, a surprise pregnancy, and sickness will do that to a family I guess. 

But tonight, tonight feels like us. The smell of orange tea in the air. Rainy weather. This album playing(on our new-to-us Bose - thanks Beegs!). No tv. The only thing missing is some brie and jam and dear friends. For now, I'll take what I can get though and enjoy this small grace that has felt so long in coming.