i want a baby.
how absurd is that?
i know what will happen to me if we get pregnant again.
i know months and months of agony will ensue and then it will all wrap up nicely with hours of terrifying pain.
not to mention the healing, the sleepless night, the sore boobs, the hormones.
but i want it so badly i can feel an ache inside.
will this ever go away? will having another fix it? or will it just delay the feeling which would inevitably come back once the newest bubba was walking and the next friend got pregnant?
am i destined to feel this way no matter how many babies we have?
because, at some point, they would all have to grow up.
this whole being content business is hard work.
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